Soon

I'm not really sure how I feel about the fact my birthday is next Friday. I already know that there will be no real gifts from family/friends here. Is that sad that I know for a fact that on my birthday I wont be even getting a card or anything from my family? I feel sad about my birthday and don't know what i can do to change that feeling. OK this is a poopy post and I'm sorry for that. I guess I will go for now. Didn't mean to sound so depressed or whiny, and I'm not trying to get sympathy or anything its just how things are in my life right now. I love you all.
XOXO