New Toy

My birthday pressie from my mom finally came in today! A new treadmill yay! We went to the store to pick it up tonight since it was purchased online. We got it put together pretty easily after feeling like complete assholes. And of course me being me after it was put together and running I did 2 miles walking in half an hour. This present could turn me into a Nazi about getting in a certain amount of miles done in a day I mean it could become obsessive if I let it. But then again I need to, and more over want to lose about 80 or so pounds. If I am able to get down to the Floridas for my Vacation this year I'd like to not be a fat ass at Disney that people ( like I'm sure I'd do) make fun of. And I know that I need to lose the weight just to be a healthier person. I think I may post a pic of me that I took on my birthday on the fifth, course if you are a twitter friend you have seen the picture already. Maybe I'll do a monthly picture to see if there is a noticeable difference in them. O K I need to get to bed, going to get up earlier in the morning to use the treadmill. Night my dears.

XOXO

Ok I'm a dork and am putting this out there so maybe I will be more inclined to stick with it an get it accomplished. If I don't I'll just feel like a big loser and not in the biggest loser kind of way. :)

Soon

I'm not really sure how I feel about the fact my birthday is next Friday. I already know that there will be no real gifts from family/friends here. Is that sad that I know for a fact that on my birthday I wont be even getting a card or anything from my family? I feel sad about my birthday and don't know what i can do to change that feeling. OK this is a poopy post and I'm sorry for that. I guess I will go for now. Didn't mean to sound so depressed or whiny, and I'm not trying to get sympathy or anything its just how things are in my life right now. I love you all.
XOXO

Happy Thanksgiving

I hope all my friends, family, and the family I've picked have the best and a very Happy Thanksgiving! I am cooking here in Texas and waiting to see if some friends stop by or not. Even if they don't show I will still have a wonderful day.

I am lucky enough that my job gives us a four day holiday and we get paid for today and tomorrow, although it would be great to get paid for the weekend too but since we don't work them its fair that we don't get paid for them. :)

Again to everyone of you dear people in my life in one way or another, Thank you so much for everything this year and I love you all. Have a beautiful and loving holiday.

XOXO

Elf Youself :)

Send your own ElfYourself eCards

Ok I found this through The Sweet Bitterness blog and I know its ways to early for it but it was funny. Enjoy and remember my birthday is coming up soon. LOL, yay for being shameless, I am just playing with the birthday thing.

Birthday Notes

My birthday is coming up soon, and learning from the Pod is my Copilot blog its only 20 days away. YAY! that's all. Love to all
XOXO

Getting Drunkies

OK so it seems that I have decided to drink a bit tonight. We got baby Critter back from the vet on Thursday and I guess that I have decided tonight that it would be a good idea to have a little champagne and toast my sweetheart. I'm for some reason just not having an easy time with his being gone these days.

I don't know why the iTunes is giving me such shit I've had to unsubscribe from some and re added them, but now I had to erase the episodes that I had and download them, which has been a pain in the ass. And there are some shows that will not download its saying that the URL is wrong, which I know its not. Is anyone having this problem with the iTunes? I decided to go through and see if there were more podcast that I was interested in and ended up subscribing to like six or seven new shows and am in the process getting the shows and seeing if I am into them or not. We'll see.

Hall0ween was a complete bust this year. Usually we have a good amount of kids come by, but this year it was just the next door neighbors kids. So we now have alot of candy left or actually all of it and that was what I have had to eat today. I'm cooking dinner now but still all that chocolate is not helping the diet at all!

Alright I think I'm done for now.

XOXO

Halloween 2008 Pumpkin

OK this is the pumpkin I carved tonight. It was messed up a bit and not truly finished but since I broke pieces more than once I figured it was good lol. I took the pics with my phone camera, and it has sepia, normal, black and white, it also does negative but the pic was kinda weird. i might post that tomorrows, not sure. I hope everyone has a fun Halloween night and be safe!

XOXO

What the F*ck??????????

OK first I must warn everyone this video is messed up hard core. It makes me wonder what the hell is wrong with people. I found this on a web site I visit sometimes and it disturbed me to no end as to why it happened. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5FFlWGeb_aw Having just taking my pet and having him put down maybe this is more upsetting to me although it would piss me off either way. I hope that the cop ends up in trouble for it!

And I want to tell everyone thank you so much for your kind words and support since my baby passed I love you all.

XOXO

Critter my love

This is my sweet Critter. I just got home from the vet having to put him to sleep. He passed at 11:30 October 9, 2008. I will truely miss him. He was the sweetest cat and would just love on you to no end. Critter you will be missed every day. XOXO.